Back to blogger people !

Im sorry if i keep changing but i guess this time round im gonna stick with it i mean stick with blogger !:D

Im sorry too if i trouble yguys bt its up to yguys to relink or not !:D

Here you go !

http://histhesweetestdrug.blogspot.com/

tata !

Imisssyouuuu!</3 months has passes things never change mayb you did or even i did

We totally forgot about us abt you n me theres always this thing called friendship bt as months passes

it faded away you were on ur own so am i things changed after that imissthosetimes with you~

Its funny hw when i tried forgetting you i did but it keep coming bck i dont want this to hapen

ive never forgotton you mayb we need tyme on our own i guess and so we did we give ourselve a break

But in the end we lost everything we had, together with our friendship it died ~

I cried and cried thinking abt the past wishing that we'll get bck sooner or later

tiap kali ku terimbas kenangan yg lame ku teringat ketawe dan senyumanmu

Hatiku bermula terasa sayu

wajahmu selalu terbayang2 difikiranku wahai sayaangg

tetapy ini smuanya memori yg akan kusimpan didalam hati

pabila ku keseorangan nnt akn kuteringat sejarah kembali

Mengapa kaw meninggalkn ku

apakah kesalahan ku ?):

yg kubuat kepadamu samapai begini akhirnya

Sayaanggku kemana kaw menghilangkn dirimu

sunggup payah untuk ku mencarimu

kembali lah kepadaku seperti waktu dahulu

Hatikuu terlukaaa kerana kelakuanmu

imy more than words can say i cnt describe hw much i miss you

hw much i miss us ):

LIke finally ehq atika start to blog alek

Miss me ? i know youuu do~ im back with a proper post i guess

Currently chatting with Irmaaaaa(: Yesterday had a blast with mom my dearest cousin Nazbaby and the rest(:

We went to catch a movie Iron Man 2 it was okay lah it wasnt that fantastic bt before that guess who we saw

We saw Satria ! lame tk nmpk dhe akhirnye bertemu jgk kte nieh ehq :D Was kinda shy

for certain reason we saw acouple of ppl at downtown and also at EHUB

mom treat us at PASTAMANIA eat eat and eat till we're full

We couldnt walk alr than guess what she brought us to east coast park for a walk

Almost fainted seriously we were too full that we couldnt even walk

Had a great tyme with dearest family and also Nazbaby(:

Has a great tyme with u too love !<3

Enjoy the pictures okay not much bt theres at least abit(:

I aint gonna let you cheat my feelings prove too me that everything wasnt true

Prove to me that your words wasnt a lie

Everything was true including you prove to me that you never lied to me

Gain my trust back will ya ?  you can im sure you can

Its between you and me now no onelse(:

irmaaaaaaaaa !

atika rynduuuuu samaaaaaa irmaa !

Kluar kay June hols nk kat sampai nieh !:D

Juuuummmmmmmmmm kte kluar and be happy let everything out and nt to think

abt all those we just enjoy  :D Town ehq town kay !:D

Sayaaaaaaaaaaaannnnnnnnggggg kamuhhhh tawuk(:

Happy dohhhhhhhhh !:D

June hols are coming my way i got plans plans plans !:D

Anw nk jumpe me during the hols text2 kay .. Cause im scared i make plans alr so yah

Wohoooooo ! June hols atika jumpe dhe :D happy sesngt dhe pon happy biase lah kn :D

Yknow i know ehq ehq ! Slow GB tol nie anak !^^ hahahah ! kay2 tkpe2 smlm merajok jap ngan dhe(:

haishhhh~ i think this gonna be a short post cause im going out for lunch with my mom(:

I nk jumpe i nk jumpe !^^ i ryndu you kay i admit imissyou alot(:

Thanks for being there when hys not ): Thanks for comforting me although we had nth anymore

Thanks for mking me smile when i was crying badly for hym(:

You're still the best among all(: why can he just understnd me lyke the way you do now ):

Haishhh .. All of the tyme i keep hearing the same thing becare becareful and becareful

Cause y cause you lied you lied and you lied ! Haishhh .. it wont do you anygood on lying to me

Okay lah i guess till here im so lazy to type anylonger(:

Bye faithful readers(:

Imissyou beybey !^^

Onsugarrr is being such a bitch !=.= tgk uhr i kene re-write fcuk !

Irrits man~ Kay whatever lyke i say im currently texting My slowest ex :D hahahah !

You're just as slow as me :D hw sad ehq !:D im glad we're okay now(:

Bace our msg jek i da blei ketawe sia !

its effing funny akuh ckp laen dhe jwb laen haiyaaaa~

Tu sbb i say hys slow you're getting slower boy(:

Good luck for your upcoming exams kay !^^

Mine da habes da tinggal stupid oral jek =.= i pass my eng at the same time i drop effing alot ):

Nk nangis buleyh ? Tk caye i drop my eng alot ):

Im happy cause hys happy im happy cause we're bck to normal(:

Nanak gdh ngan you lagyk i dnt want us to drift apart no more

i admit i cant leave without you before bt i learn hw to and yes ive moved on

Bt im stuck to ur guy ): hw hw hw ?? People are all telling me to be careful

Cause he might cheat my feelings ):

Im confused ):

i'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
Cause I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got the whole in love thing
And someone can say they love me truely
But at the time it didn't mean a thing

My mind is gone, i'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears i'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel

This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

How did I get here with you, i'll never know
I never meant to let it get so, personal
After all I tried to do, stay away from loving you
I'm broken hearted, I can't let you know
And I won't let it show

iloveyou only you<3

Onsugarrr is being such a bitch !=.= tgk uhr i kene re-write fcuk !

Irrits man~ Kay whatever lyke i say im currently texting My slowest ex :D hahahah !

You're just as slow as me :D hw sad ehq !:D im glad we're okay now(:

Bace our msg jek i da blei ketawe sia !

its effing funny akuh ckp laen dhe jwb laen haiyaaaa~

Tu sbb i say hys slow you're getting slower boy(:

Good luck for your upcoming exams kay !^^

Mine da habes da tinggal stupid oral jek =.= i pass my eng at the same time i drop effing alot ):

Nk nangis buleyh ? Tk caye i drop my eng alot ):

Im happy cause hys happy im happy cause we're bck to normal(:

Nanak gdh ngan you lagyk i dnt want us to drift apart no more

i admit i cant leave without you before bt i learn hw to and yes ive moved on

Bt im stuck to ur guy ): hw hw hw ?? People are all telling me to be careful

Cause he might cheat my feelings ):

Im confused ):

i'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
Cause I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got the whole in love thing
And someone can say they love me truely
But at the time it didn't mean a thing

My mind is gone, i'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears i'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel

This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

How did I get here with you, i'll never know
I never meant to let it get so, personal
After all I tried to do, stay away from loving you
I'm broken hearted, I can't let you know
And I won't let it show

iloveyou only you<3

I love the eyes its so blue and look it has heart shape in it cool or whutttt~!

haishhhh~ im so sad super sad lyke seriously seyh

I want you to be here im not asking much all i want is just for you to be here

Im suck at everything i do seriously even if i couldnt be the one i ,....

hmmmm .. nvm forget it ~ i feel so sick why ouhh why ?

Sch wasnt okay today i hate sch now dnt feel like going  i hate it so muchhieess

I cant concentrate at all why is all this happening im taking my N's and i cant concentrate hw great D:

I tried my very best bt i cant i just cant ~ i get sick easily i dnt express my feelings to anyone ):

All i do is keep thinking and thinking i just cnt stop thinking~

I tried to free my mind frm the problems i face bt i cnt

Ouhh godd ! giive me strength too overcome all the obsticales i face

I really need you're guidance now ): im not strong anymore

The test you're giving me its too tough i hope it'll pay off soon ):

Amin~):

Iloveyou

more than word can say

all i want is just for you to know i wasnt lying all along

What i said is what i meant i wast lying seriously i may say no

But who knows what im feeling deep down inside

All i want is just for you too understand

All i want is just for you too feel it~I dont care if you wanna scold

Or wanna bring yourself far away frm me i get it its all abt her now ):

But my feelings wont change even if it hurts too hear from others bt its aint my choice its urs

iloveyou only you~

Heloooooooo Peopllleeeeeeeee !

Today went well i guess .. hmmm .. where shall i start was suppose to meet ally then tk jady hmmm ....

Tkpe2 next tyme kay then texted irmaaa abeyh she tklei kluar sodeyhhh ):

So end up i texted kiekie lorh ~ so siap2 doll up and al l then went tampines

Met kiekie outside the mac the wheather was super hot lyke seriously sia tk lei thn seyh ..

Sumpahhh siaaa ! kay then dhe da sampai kte hughug taw at last seyh kte dpt jumpe happy dohh

She wasnt alone she came with her small sis and her cousin we had fun yknow even if its just for awhile

But still we spend sometime together roaming arnd tamp mall>> Tamp1>> Century Square

Sampai kaki pon naek blister kte roam arnd carik present ~ hahah ! kelakar sia we were lauginh our ass off

Plus kecoh oit ! nk carik mothers day present pon lei kecoh sia kte ~

hahaha ! what to do kate pmpn .. anwaes to kiekie atika sayangg kamuhhh tawuk!<3

Stay strong kay baby i know hw you feel stay strong kay cause im sure you can im always here to listen(:

Iloveyou!<3

I miss being the one who u texted even if its nt often bt u seems to care so much before):

Bt everything change , you change .You cant be bothered with me anymore dnt you ?

Dont break my heart pleasen i had enough of ppl breaking it again and again ):

Ive fixed it bck you've fixed it bck i trust you nt too break it

Boy , i love youu sooo~ I dont wanna be the girl you ignored i had enough

Problems after problems one after the other ~ i need you now):

Im not good enough in any way ): urghhh ! i wanna cry ~

Why must it turn out to be this way ? i dont care what ppl say

All i want is for you not too let it go cause if you ever did

 im nt there too catch it i'll let it fall hard and let it break i weak weaker than you could imagine

Im not strong tried to be bt i cant i just cant if only you could feel what im feeling now

I'd be greatful enough its hard too explain its a feeling where its hard too describe ):

I just want you too feel it that you'll know why am i feeling this way

Okay ive start too be emotional again da lah now let the pictures do the talking okay

Nyte peeps~

8Letters3Words1Meaning♥

Isayiloveyou

Together with love♥

Yesterdaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyy was awesome !^^

Currently eatin Ben & Jerry's ice cream be jealous kay people cause its superrrrrrr sedaaapp:D

Kay i mendaq sumpahhhhh !-.- i dont know what to do so i decide to blog

anw my blog its lyke kinda dead now im updatting this stupid blog of mine -.-

I hate to have such feelings ): why ouhhh why ?

why is all this happening to me ? One after another i had enough seriously

Sometimes i just wonder y bother finding me when the truth is you dont care at all

When i needed you the most you werent there .. you said you'll be there so much for a friend

closest than ever ? hahah ! crap ! so after did a lot of thinking i walk away !</3

Its better this way without you arnd cause you've hurt me too much seriously ~

Im better off without you and i meant what i said ~

Kay continue reading cause i have yet to finish my post

You wanna know y i walk away?

This is the reason i walk away is </3

I found someone new ouhh yes i did his far more better than you i swear

Although we werent meant to be bt he cared for me as much as you do when you're with me

Yup i did say i'll never move on i did say that you'll be the one i love for the rest of my life

i guess i was wrong you wanna know y i move on cause i cant stand being hurt by you no more

You know y i dont care that much abt what ppl talk to me abt you

 cause the reason is i simply dnt care anymore abt you(:

Ive moveeeeee onnnn ! yay ! happy now ?! im sure you are ..:D

Im happy too without you arnd(: im sorry if its too harsh bt you hurt me too much boy

And to YOU♥:

The best thing about me is you. 

You may never know how important you are to me or how much I care for you, 

but you are and you will always be.

Bear in mind that I couldnt afford to lose someone

I've learned to care about so much.

eight letters three words one meaning♥

ILOVEYOU♥